最近常常東搞西搞的一直到凌晨四五點才肯罷休,我想再這樣下去可能肝會爆掉,儘管我的人生是彩色的.
其實最近我有點煩
當一直不想去面對某些事情的時候卻更會被提醒和打擊,
很難去猜測或揣摩即將發生的事情,
甚至有的時候很難去理解到底是發生了什麼事情導致這樣的窘境
剩下的只能難過的一團糟..
當契走了,只剩下默.
我選擇沉默,
因為當初熟悉的感覺已不再.
有事嘛?沒有
我很累,但是我不想睡.
2006-10-31
只是不想睡
張貼者:
Winnie
3:31 a.m.
2006-10-25
2006-10-20
it's wrong but I feel so good.
張貼者:
Winnie
11:56 p.m.
Ever had weird dreams? try this one for size.
While I was kicking a ginormous but deflated ball, I came a across a stream and so I decided to go for a swim. While I was swimming, i got the hugest cramp ever, and so i started drowning. However, instead of being suffocated by water it was more like fat that I was smothered in.
It must be all the grease and carbohydrate that i consumed last night.
After a photoshoot with Ann , she asked me if I'd like to grab some food with her and her friends.
"Winnie, wanna go downtown and have a dinner with me and my friends?"
"Nah, it's ok", I thought I had better things to do than hanging out with Ann all day.
"But we are going to have fried Mars bars!"
"you what?" i asked quietly.
"Fried Mars bars!"
All my life, I have heard of chocolate fondues but never of fried mars bars, and that sort of temptation was too great to resist, so I decided to go try it for myself. We went to this dining place called the Templeton, where the bestest milkshake was served (mind you, I don't normally drink milkshakes.) For some stupid reason, I decided to order a portabello burger with fries on the side, a cup of chocolate milkshake and half of a fried mars bars, fat to the highest level.
"It's so wrong but it feels so good." winnie exclaimed.
After I tried the taste of fried mars bars and a bit of Derrick's fried wunderbar, i burst out of tears but I quickly wiped it away so my fellow diners won't think I was a fag. That night I felt really, really guilty. I thought that I should run on the treadmill for 10 hours non-stop but I didn't. Instead, watched like 6 episodes of South Park on youtube.
what happened to my determination?
2006-10-14
2006-10-11
距離下一場battle....
張貼者:
Winnie
5:14 p.m.
下一場考試是一個小時又四十九分鐘後的事,
我後悔沒有認真的讀書
我後悔沒有乖乖的把女性主義好好的從頭看到尾(1)
What is Liberal Feminist? Marxist Feminist? Social Feminist? Radical Feminist? Postmodern feminism? Post-structuralism? berdache? transpeople? Who is Michel Foucault? Jacques Lacan? Emily Martin?
oh mother.....
讀書不是靠好運,爸我錯了!
註:
女性主義, LeMook 第七刊 http://ubcle.com/blog/lemook/issue07/